small letra

I've been holdin' the stomach in for so long
Don't even notice I'm doin' it anymore
I work out hard, seven days a week
But I don't feel any differently

I wonder if I'll ever change
I don't think I can live this way

I wake up hatin' my body
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Bitin' my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killin' myself, but I don't think it's helpin' at all
Tryin' to be small
Oh-oh, ooh

Walk over me and I take it so politely
'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
I used to smile and show my teeth
Now I don't smile at anything

I wonder if I'll ever change
I, I don't wanna be this way

I wake up hatin' my body
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Bitin' my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killin' myself, but I don't think that it's helpin' at all
Tryin' to be

Everything that makes me sad
A therapist, a punchin' bag
Wish I could eat and not feel bad
Swear I'm gonna scream
No one's ever listenin'
And they don't care it's killin' me
As long as I can fuckin' sing
Then life is a dream

But I wake up hatin' my body
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
Do I even matter?
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
Bitin' my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killin' myself, but I don't think that it's helpin' at all
I'm killin' myself, and I don't think it's healthy at all
Tryin' to be small

Lauren Spencer-Smith - Letras

• 28
• Aftermath
• All I Want
• Back To Friends
• Best Friend Breakup
• Bigger Person
• bridesmaid
• Broke Christmas
• Crazy
• DEPRESSED (feat. Anne-Marie)
• Do It All Again
• Elastic Heart
• Fantasy (feat. GAYLE & Em Beihold)
• Fingers Crossed
• Flowers
• For Granted
• Friends Don't (feat. Alexander Stewart)
• Hey
• IF KARMA DOESN'T GET YOU (I WILL)
• Ily
• Last Christmas
• Last First Christmas
• Lighting the flame
• Long Story Short
• Looking Up
• Love Is An Overstatement
• Narcissist
• Natural Disaster
• Never Been In Love
• out of the BLUE
• Parallel Universe
• Pray
• Sad Forever
• Santa Baby
• SECRET
• Single On The 25th
• small
• somebody you're supposed to love
• someday...
• Sticks & Stones
• That Part
• The Problem
• The Way It Was Before
• Thick Skin
• Things You Never Say
• Too Hurt To Fall In Love
• What a beautiful day
• WORSE